March 2012
beer is interesting.
i prefer the darker more bold kinds, i think. i need to ask scott for clarification tomorrow.
i also managed to eat the meat from a hamburger and a bit of fries, because otherwise, i’d be passout drunk, as my alcohol tolerance is rather low. i’d figure absorbing alcohol and cocaine into my bloodstream before i could fight myself out of the oven would make my tolerance a bit higher....
I am learning aboyt vbeer. I like the stronger ones, must rmemember this.
Why is my typing so bad ???
February 2012
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pinkandporcelain asked: you're looking skinny-mini :3 you're so pretty :[ snkjcbe.
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Philly will be next thursday with Rob, I saw him for maybe seven minutes today, so many hugs, so much joy. He missed me. He also really likes my vertical labret.
He makes me so happy, its beautiful.
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its only going to be like a five minute visit
don’t care, i miss him.
okay, i do care, but i’ll see him soon. goddamn transportation.
giving me a big hug is high on his list of priorities though
five minutes is better than no minutes, certainly. that last visit had me spoiled.
call me, you sweet boy.
i’m awake, when do you get discharged?? i miss you.
i want to get pretty underthings
but my body is so confusing
maybe after another 20 pounds lost i can have a nice easy-to-fit-clothes-on kind of body.
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if you weren't so goddamn wonderful, i could...
but i can’t BECAUSE YOU’RE YOU AND YOU CAN’T EVEN HELP BEING YOU.
i’m gonna hold your hand so tightly my cooties will use osmosis and infect your arm. and damn straight i’m gonna spread my lovegerms alllll through you.
i’m gonna love you so hard, you have no idea.
just hit my elbow on a solid wood chair
mooooooootherfucker
oww.
:c
i won’t get to see him very long tomorrow but he still really insisted i come and see him even if just sitting at the bus stop with him.
damn it, boy, you are too easy to love. i can’t wait to hug him and hold his hand. sooo much mush within my head.
i want to cam tonight to celebrate my freedom from studio but i drank a cherry saline lax drink and i don’t want to take too many chances
hmmmm :c
Fuck yeah, alfalfa sprouts.
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i get to see r!
i’m ridiculously happy he gets discharged tomorrow morning, he’ll update me on the exact time tomorrow.
i’ll get there by bus and we’re just going to find something entertaining to do, he misses me; he suggested this hangout. i am thrilled.
this is going to be the best leap day ever. c:
Must get semicolon tattoo
one slice provolone in the bottom of a paper bowl add one tablespoon of tomato sauce and one twist of grinder garlic salt microwave with paper plate on top as to not make a mess microwave for 24 seconds
fucking tasty. like the magic of pizza without all the bulk and carbs and mess.
mmmmmm, alfalfa sprouts for breakfast.
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my progblog has error messages so i can’t post to this, but i need to record this morning’s weight before i forget it.
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my head hurts from crying and yelling and physically restraining a 6’2” 250 pound man.
but i can sleep here and none of my possessions are broken and i think i got my dad to understand just a little bit.
ow. but i’m okay.
and i caught rob on the phone, i’m bringing him the next harry potter book and cigarettes tomorrow night he’s calling in the morning tomorrow i...
look, dad, i'm angry enough without you acting...
if you want my help, shut the fuck up and go away. i’m not dealing with your bullshit if you’re too stupid to do what the man on the phone says.
learn to do things for your self, i’m not your fucking maid and i’m beyond tired of being treated like a second-class citizen.
i want to go somewhere that i can burn the teddy bear that i gave to sarah, the one she gave back...
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lazercrunk liked your post: don’t work for a studio. also, don’t become afraid to speak up to your studio.
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it took me a bit to figure out how all this stuff works, but i think i get the drift now.
don't work for a studio. also, don't become afraid...
never?
what were you saying again? something about never working for the network again? hmm, i guess the network never really caught wind of that.
byebye, you profit-stealing bitches!
She was really rude in the grocery store.
Really rude.
She’s being an asshole and my aggression wants to punch her.
Wow, sarah’s even being bitchy at our server at hot dog place. She’s really out of line. I’m gonna apologise for her, this is bullshit.
i love those days you spend far too much time...
but my gums have been stimulated and my mouth tastes like copper.
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what? go on fb, see ex’s status about his gf being pregnant he’s 24 but he didn’t seem like the “lets have a baby” type. this guy was my first boyfriend and my first kiss and my first some other things.
knowing him, it seems like some nutty joke, he couldn’t really be having a kid with his gf, they haven’t even been together a whole six months yet.
this...
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zombie-bionic replied to your post: Asked my surgeon dad, you’re clear to eat eggs he says.
and I’m almost 20 at that *headdesk
D: stop making me feel old! it’s distressing feeling old a month before i turn 22.
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zombie-bionic asked: Asked my surgeon dad, you're clear to eat eggs he says.
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zombie-bionic replied to your post: i’m trying to find the number for the surgeon who removed my gallbladder so i can ask him if i can eat eggs
My dad’s a surgeon that knows a lot of stuff about this, I’ll ask him :D
ooh! please do! i left a message with my gi doc’s office, hopefully they’ll get back to me.
i'm trying to find the number for the surgeon who...
and i found one of my previous gyns. i tend to go get my yearly pap smear done with a GYN and then forget who and where they were, therefore needing to find a new GYN every year.
small state i live in, damn it.
things that would make anybody feel awkward:
explaining a really sucky side effect of cogentin to the desk ladies at my physical doctor’s and my psychiatrist’s office to see if they can do anything to fix it
at least it helps me with my weird little symptoms
…have i hiccuped lately? i gotta take note on when i get my hiccups, i think the cogentin really is helping.
i haven't been this weight since my senior year of...
this is awesome.
i put a whole bunch of salt on my salmon yesterday, and it was absolutely delicious, but because of my sodium intake and then drinking ridiculous amounts of water at dinner, i figured i’d either stay the same weight or gain a pound.
i lost .8 of a pound. this is awesome. i need to get more salmon. also, now that i know more ways to cook salmon and make it tasty, i really really enjoy it....
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Watchi think if no one cared enough to tell me to put my shirt back on and make me lay down and be modest and shut up about being a “beautiful elephant”, this would be drunk me.
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