legittheaterbitch:

This is my hair. :)

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he called my google voice number again

immediately
call him back immediately
NO.
i am not to blame for his printer issues and its stressing me out that he’s harassing me about his printer

immediately
immediately

oh, cool, i needed a new stress trigger word
this is bad, this is bad this is bad and i don’t know what to do
i’m emailing my therapist but jesus christ! he has a life too!
my father will not accept that anyone has the right to privacy or a life or quiet except him. he is the center of the universe. he is the only person that matters.

i really hope he doesn’t break anything
jesus christ please don’t break anything 

my dad was calling my google voice number, left two messages, his main word was “immediately”. used it twice in one message, once in the other.

i figured he had gotten into an accident or sarah was dead or something.
i call him and he bitches at me about his printer, how i obviously fucked up his printer because something isn’t showing up and he’s yelling at me telling me i need to tell him how to fix it. i told him i do not touch his computer and he should go see the computer fixer man in the morning. voice cynical and angry, he bitches about how tomorrow is sunday. this bullshit.
he’s not back on his meds.
if i were at that house, he’d be smashing my belongings telling me i need to fix his printer now. I HAVEN’T EVEN BEEN HOME IN A WEEK. he kicked me out last week because he’s psychotic and angry about everything ever and its really putting me in a state of distress. is he bombarding bridget’s phone with calls? jesus fucking christ i cant escape him. i can’t ;leave the room, i can’t leave my mind, i can’t get far away enough from my dad. fuck fuck fuck why is this happening, why tonight? why NOW? i cant deal with this.
 

i really really really wish i was invisible and could be completely silent without even trying and could just turn off all my senses if i didn’t want to exist anymore.

“so uh wheres nicole?”

she’s here.
WHY CAN’T I BE INVISIBLE OH MY GOD
whyyyyyy can’t i be invisible and completely silent fuck fuck fuck fuck

fuuuuck
this is going to be a very uncomfortable evening. 

The Sex Ed You Wish They Taught in Schools: The Difference Between S/M & Abuse

sexreeducated:

It is not consent if…

  • You did not expressly give consent.
  • You are afraid to say no.
  • You say yes to avoid conflict.
  • You say yes to avoid consequences
    (i.e. losing a job, losing your home, being outed).

S/M is

  • Always consensual.
  • Done with respect for limits.
  • Enjoyed by all partners.

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Im blogging for breast cancer. So can you send me your boobs with bra for this?

one of my aunts has breast cancer, and i’d rather support breast cancer awareness by hugging that aunt, rather than submitting a photo of my chest to a blog. if you want me to submit to your tits blog, you don’t have to come up with some foolish lie. i submit to plenty of titty blogs. but to attempt to get a picture of my tits by claiming its “for breast cancer” when your blog mentions nothing of this, that’s pathetic and rather offensive to me as a close relative of someone suffering from breast cancer.

megu weighs 11.9kg, plug megu in, it evolves and suddenly loses roughly 5kg instantly

become ridiculously jealous of megu’s ability to lose weight so fast  

if you're going to post cummings, could you at least do it correctly?

that was forever ago, wow. i tried to keep it in original format, i’ve posted several of his poems because i like how he wrote too. which one is your favorite one?

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